Life After Love (The Sequel)

It has been over a month since i got to break up, but my heart is still hurt.
Thank God my appetite is back, almost 2 weeks after that, I was hard to eat.
Everything is a mess, especially my life.
What can I do to survive is to share everything with God.
Ask for strength so that I could be sincere heart, forgive them, and do not hate them.
Being cheated it is never run easy.
Moreover, everyone is blaming me, not them.
Everytime I remembered how mean they are, I always pray : Dear Lord strengthened me, please my heart, get rid of hatred in my heart.
And now, I started to arrange my life back, especially my heart.
I should not be constantly thinking about people who do not even think about me anymore.
I have to get up, be a new soul, new person.
Assuming this tragedy as a lesson.
That everyone must have their own problems and the most important is how we attempt to get through this.
Since I have always believed, that the storm would pass.
Fortunately after those bad dream, I would have a lot of new friends.
I've got travelling to The Thousand Islands, along with my high school friends and some new friends.
I also have a plan to travel going on holiday with them again to Bandung in September.
I'd joined the church choir as well, the thing has been my dream.
I began to set a new priority in my life.
I pray that this year can joining Legal Drafter Training from my Office.
And hopefully next year there are opportunities to get a scholarship to go abroad.
There was no denying the gadget also helped me to run out from loneliness and sadness.  
Blackberry, a genius invention. Hehe.  
Thanks also to my friend who was willing to buy, while this. Haha

But the hardest part is to open my heart to a guy, my next mate.  
I do not know. It was hard trying to believe in a man after this silly tragedy. 
I do not know. I just don't know why.


Sincerely, my brokenhearted.