say it, and make it habit (part two)

and now, here in my recent office. i keep thinking that it can drive me to the better place where my english can be useful. hmmph, still i just got nothing. still i can increase my english here. everything related to english is given to the experts, like it has to be.
and there is one thing that make me awaked, i have to change! one of BUMN opened recruitment for new employee that require a toefl certificate. damn, i haven't one. then keep curse my self, i push my self to change, make preparation if still wanna move from this safe zone.

until one day, my tutor in Pare remains me when we have a lil chat :
he  :  what'z rong with ur grmmr?
me :  get worst...makes me so scary to face toefl test..huaaaaa... i work for goverment and my knowledge on law never use for,even my english.. but i'd still dream for study overseas..wish me luck! 
he  :  u r one my best student on grammar dear,dun underestimate ur own ability,ok?:) well i'll always wish u luck...4 ur dream(seems we got da same,2go overseas:D),4ur job,n 4ur luv as well;)
me :  hohoh..i think english is about habit..once we leave it then we loss so much.. 
he  :  yupz,as i've said b4,it just matter of habit...well, if u know it,u cn make it a habit dear;)
me :  hmmphh.but i dont have sparing patner..hikshiks.but never mind,if there is a will there is a way.keep fire!
he  :  hv i told u dat... If we dun hv any chance,we hv 2create da chance... So keep on moving...n fire up^.^/
 
mr kyu (Qumpried Afid As'ari)..he is one of my teacher when i studied in Pare. he is very kind, talkactive, care, and never underestimate his student ability. for thumbs up! and thanks to you..

 

i always wonder how people can make their blog with english. so smart. so i decided to do the same thing. i know i still use many broken english in my written. but there is nothing wrong in a effort. like one of advertisement said : if you never make false you never learn. hehehe.. i did it!
i launch my english blog.. just enjoy and don't hesitate to give me critics and correction. i really apreciate it. 
GRACIAS :)