just make it habit! (part one)

since i was child, english have been my fav lesson. i'd love to hear and sing all of western songs.
then it make i have a good mark in this lesson. from elementary school till high school, english became the required lesson in those schools. therefore i can keep my ability to better in english..hehe it was...

time goes by so i was in college, english didn't be a required major. and guess what? it was decreased my ability..getting worse even worst! hahaha. reliazed i was become the stupid one, i decided to join LIA class, conversation class. it was fun when i was there. but i think the lack of they method is they allowed student to speak freely without think first about gramatical. hoho.. nothings wrong on that method, but we'd never know the right one how to say something in gramatically.

i joined them for about 2 years. because of many duty and assignment i have to do, i decided to get a postpone class. but fortuneless, i did wrong strategy..so i didn't allowed to join the class again because i've took 2 times postpone class in a row. wow..stupid me! if i wanted to join again i have to got placement anymore it was mean i probably got the lowest class if i was not serious when i made it.oke just forget it move on!

in april 2010 i got my bachelor degree, thank God! it was closer to reach my dream attending and join ministry of foreign affairs..yeayyy.. the most difficult requirement to join on that ministry, you have to passed the toefl test, that will be attend in LIA. so as to achieve my dream, i decided to go to Pare, Kampung Inggris. it was one month full of a lot of memories. some new friends, till now, and chance to visit many beautiful place out of there..it was amazing moment. love it.

but God say No to my dreams. i failed the toefl test. the council didn't announce the score so i never know how much my value, how much i cant get to toefl test. i just failed. why?
yaaah..because for twice i made wrong strategy. the test held in september but my class in pare held in may. among may and september, my english never used it. i worked for property company, but they didn't use my english ability. so when i faced the test, i was not in good condition, in good ability to english toefl test. hehhee.. but it didn't matter to me.. i'm still happy, just because maybe i just not that into there.
something better waiting for me :)