some souvenirs from kuningan city :)

last week, as i've told u i attended ceremony of national awakening day in Kuningan office.
nothing special happened on that day untill i saw someone i'd adore so much.hehehe..just forget it!
the important thing was i found some posters that contain congratulation greeting dedicated to Mr. Minister.
how come? yah, He has finished our Ministry effort to get remuneration.
oke, fine. but i think we also have to grateful to all of employees in Ministry of Law and Human Rights.
for their dedication while working, didn't do any corruption, being dicipline, and of course always obedient to the leader.
here is for you, for our victory, welcome to REMUNERATION, please be nice to us :)

Definition : Reward for employement in the form of pay, salary, or wage, including allowances, benefits (such as company car, medical plan, pension plan), bonuses, cash incentives, and monetary value of the noncash incentives.

cause you take me the way i am :)

i love this song so bad. makes me feel so special in my eyes.

hope someday i'll find my mr.right who can bring the best in me and take me the way i am.

check this original video

compare with this nice cover version

THE WAY I AM

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cause I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cause I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

G.A.L.A.U = hubbub ? :p

it is what has been happened in my heart...

ku sendiri menekuri galaunya sunyi hasrat hati

kulepas angan selintas lamunan

melayang khayal tentang dirimu

terbang jauh rinduku padamu

gapai rasa labuhkan dahaga cinta

terbang tinggi merengkuh mimpi seakan tak bertepi

mendekap sepi

tak berdaya kuhindari galaunya diri hasrat hati

kuterbawa ke jurang asmara

larut di dalam semu impian

terbangkan jauh hasrat rinduku

menggapai rasa labuhkan semua dahaga cinta

dan merengkuh mimpi

element - galau taken from album Dialog (2001)

i'm crying without wings.

sunday 15th june 2011

im the brokenhearted girl !

suffered.tormented.depressed.

drowned.sad.crying all day long.

no hope.

never be the same again.

but i have to let u go. let's move on. and let God manage for us.

i do believe we're gonna be happy in ourselves way.

good luck gendud ..

love u, as much as yesterday.

clockwise : mcD-durensawit . cfc-plangi . kfc-sency . prj 2010

if love was a bird then we wouldn't have wings

if love was a sky we'd be blue
if love was a choir you and i could never sing
cause love isn't for me and you

(usher_separated)

oh my gosh, i've made a hole in it.. :'(

last monday morning, the day i've just came from semarang, was my unlucky day. how come i can be careless person. zzzzz..
began with my train from semarang arrived very late from its schedule, then the sucks traffic jam, so i reached my boarding house at 7.30 am. huaaaaaa... it's mean i just had 30 minutes to go to my office.
i prepared everything in a rush, make up, dress up, and turn on my iron. when i thought that my iron still didn't warm enough i decided to wait again for a moment. stupidly, i put it on my skirt.

briefly, this is what i had did to my lovely skirt ( i called lovely because i bought it by myself  )

looks great yah? hahahha..
dumb me :p 

say it, and make it habit (part two)

and now, here in my recent office. i keep thinking that it can drive me to the better place where my english can be useful. hmmph, still i just got nothing. still i can increase my english here. everything related to english is given to the experts, like it has to be.
and there is one thing that make me awaked, i have to change! one of BUMN opened recruitment for new employee that require a toefl certificate. damn, i haven't one. then keep curse my self, i push my self to change, make preparation if still wanna move from this safe zone.

until one day, my tutor in Pare remains me when we have a lil chat :
he  :  what'z rong with ur grmmr?
me :  get worst...makes me so scary to face toefl test..huaaaaa... i work for goverment and my knowledge on law never use for,even my english.. but i'd still dream for study overseas..wish me luck! 
he  :  u r one my best student on grammar dear,dun underestimate ur own ability,ok?:) well i'll always wish u luck...4 ur dream(seems we got da same,2go overseas:D),4ur job,n 4ur luv as well;)
me :  hohoh..i think english is about habit..once we leave it then we loss so much.. 
he  :  yupz,as i've said b4,it just matter of habit...well, if u know it,u cn make it a habit dear;)
me :  hmmphh.but i dont have sparing patner..hikshiks.but never mind,if there is a will there is a way.keep fire!
he  :  hv i told u dat... If we dun hv any chance,we hv 2create da chance... So keep on moving...n fire up^.^/
 
mr kyu (Qumpried Afid As'ari)..he is one of my teacher when i studied in Pare. he is very kind, talkactive, care, and never underestimate his student ability. for thumbs up! and thanks to you..

 

i always wonder how people can make their blog with english. so smart. so i decided to do the same thing. i know i still use many broken english in my written. but there is nothing wrong in a effort. like one of advertisement said : if you never make false you never learn. hehehe.. i did it!
i launch my english blog.. just enjoy and don't hesitate to give me critics and correction. i really apreciate it. 
GRACIAS :) 

just make it habit! (part one)

since i was child, english have been my fav lesson. i'd love to hear and sing all of western songs.
then it make i have a good mark in this lesson. from elementary school till high school, english became the required lesson in those schools. therefore i can keep my ability to better in english..hehe it was...

time goes by so i was in college, english didn't be a required major. and guess what? it was decreased my ability..getting worse even worst! hahaha. reliazed i was become the stupid one, i decided to join LIA class, conversation class. it was fun when i was there. but i think the lack of they method is they allowed student to speak freely without think first about gramatical. hoho.. nothings wrong on that method, but we'd never know the right one how to say something in gramatically.

i joined them for about 2 years. because of many duty and assignment i have to do, i decided to get a postpone class. but fortuneless, i did wrong strategy..so i didn't allowed to join the class again because i've took 2 times postpone class in a row. wow..stupid me! if i wanted to join again i have to got placement anymore it was mean i probably got the lowest class if i was not serious when i made it.oke just forget it move on!

in april 2010 i got my bachelor degree, thank God! it was closer to reach my dream attending and join ministry of foreign affairs..yeayyy.. the most difficult requirement to join on that ministry, you have to passed the toefl test, that will be attend in LIA. so as to achieve my dream, i decided to go to Pare, Kampung Inggris. it was one month full of a lot of memories. some new friends, till now, and chance to visit many beautiful place out of there..it was amazing moment. love it.

but God say No to my dreams. i failed the toefl test. the council didn't announce the score so i never know how much my value, how much i cant get to toefl test. i just failed. why?
yaaah..because for twice i made wrong strategy. the test held in september but my class in pare held in may. among may and september, my english never used it. i worked for property company, but they didn't use my english ability. so when i faced the test, i was not in good condition, in good ability to english toefl test. hehhee.. but it didn't matter to me.. i'm still happy, just because maybe i just not that into there.
something better waiting for me :)

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a tried to share what my heart feel . my brain thoughts . my eyes look . and my unspoken lips .


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